ok so i think im ready to write about my past few days. Friday my daddy was diagnosed with cancer and since then my life has slowly fallen apart. Now i realize how important my dad is. I'm seriously lost without him. Without him in the house it seems so empty. Hes not in his usual spot in front of the tv for me to go sit on his lap. I know im definetly not ready to lose him because theres so many other things he hasn't seen me do yet. But im extremely thankful for the time i have had with him and that hes still with me today. All that theres left to do is cherish this time we do have and pray that we can get through this some how. The cancer is advanced and really all over his liver and pancreas. This is a really hard time for but thanks to all our family and friends who are helping out and making this easier for us. For now please keep my dad in all your prayers...he needs all the hope he can get.